One of my favorite seasons of the year is fall. The cool and crisp autumn air feels great, the leaves are changing colors, and the pumpkin spiced goods are in full effect. I love my Panera pumpkin muffies and muffins! Not to mention, the cozy and super cute outfits that are now on full fashion display. Yet, what I most appreciate about this season, is that it is a season of harvest.
Harvest can be defined as the gathering of things planted or the time of the year when hard work bears its fruit. As I apply this definition to me personally, I ask myself, “What is it that you have spiritually and morally planted within yourself ?” and “What fruit has your hard work produced thus far?” The introspection is not always easy but I believe it is necessary. I am a firm believer in introspection and facing one’s truths.
Each year, the way that I feel about my progress and my choices varies. However, whether I feel very pleased with my progress or somewhat disappointed, I am still encouraging to myself. I have learned that it serves no purpose to think negatively of myself or to spend too much time in that solemn space in my head. Instead, I focus on the personal goals that I have accomplished up to this point. I choose to acknowledge the positive changes that I have made within myself. I celebrate the awareness and the actions that have resulted in me being a better person. I reflect on the ways that I have been of service to others that were in need.
As for the things that I still need to work on, it’s just that. Things that I will still continue to work on. It doesn’t mean I have given up or that I do not think I can accomplish what I’d like to. It may be that I need to regroup and rethink my strategy. It could be that God has a different plan for me. God’s timing may be different than what I’ve had in mind for myself to reach a particular goal or change that I envisioned. The key is that I continue to believe in myself, celebrate what I have accomplished and trust God to lead me to what comes next.
Maybe you will take the time this autumn season to reflect on your spiritual harvest and the fruit that you have produced. You could surprise yourself in a positive way! If there is a tinge of disappointment, remember, don’t be so hard on yourself. Use those emotions as fuel and motivation to continue to strive for the changes you hope for or to pursue the goals that are on your heart. Embrace the process! And the process will embrace you too!
Much Love and Respect,
Cynthia